A Joyful Heart

This morning while listening to some of my favorite Christmas music by
Jars of Clay, I reflected on the lyrics,
"What can I give to Him? I'll give Him my heart."
As I continued to meditate on this, my prayer was,
"Lord, I'll give you a joyful heart."

That may seem like stating the obvious and don't get me wrong--
I love the holidays; sharing gifts, the decorations, music and even
shopping! Over the years, I have tried to teach my children that
Jesus really is the "reason for the season" and purpose each year
to keep priorities intact . However, for many years now there has
been one recurring theme that at times can be a hindrance to my joy.
I am referring to a yearly absence of child support during the holidays!
Many of you are aware that I still receive back child support payments
due to all of the years of delinquency. Yet, it seems that no matter how
consistent payments may be throughout the year, when November rolls
around the cycle begins. I am a big believer in gratitude and affirm that
there is always something for which I can be grateful. Because of that,
I wrestled with the issue of sharing my struggle, but finally decided there
are probably others with similar trials during the holidays. As I continue
to pray for my Heavenly Father to meet my needs, I ask that you also
would keep me in your prayers. In the meantime, I will choose to have
a joyful heart!
If you are struggling, I want to encourage you to lay down your burdens
and offer the Giver of all gifts, your heart this blessed season.